Hey everyone.
Allright, before you guys start saying stuff like "this Brazillian girl wants to be fancy by writing in English", I'll tell you the main reason why I'm posting in this language: my beloved laptop has taken a an orange juice shower and now is useless; waiting 10 days to be fixed by DELL, so I'm currently using my mom's, which she bought in the US and does not provide many Portuguese grammar "acessories"; and I really do not enjoy writing in a wrong way in my own language, so I guess this may be a little different for you guys.
To begin telling the main story, I have to go back by telling a few posterior facts that led me to it. I'm sure that if you guys read these "awesome" stories I've been telling about my personal life, you do know that I am in love with a certain guy, I was with another one which I was not in love with and now I will talk about a very nice guy, for everyone but me. I will call them V, M and B.
First, I have to remember you guys that the guy that I was not in love with (M) decided to like me in a very special way about two days ago, when I had other date with someone that was not him already set. He said something like "can't you see that I just want to stay with you, just you?"...but honestly? He did not gave me the value I expected to be given. He always said "hi" to me in a very weird way, like we had never met, even tough we have been more than intimate... So I'm preparing myself to tell him that I just can't do it.
Now It's time to talk about the last but not least "affair" of mine. This one, B, I met at my birthday party and we hooked up and stuff, but nothing serious. So he added me in his messenger account and we began talking, and I really tought he was a good candidate in terms of serious dating when he began speking about relationships lasting long enought. Then we went out on a date, yesterday; we went to the movies.
Ok, first we were planning to watch the "Mulher Invisivel" movie, a Brazilian one; that is said to be absolutely funny. So we bought the tickets and went to the food court to drink something before the movie starts; when we sat down and started chatting. Man, I felt suffocated. He wouldn't stop talking about himself and how he should change to be a better person. Damn. Couldn't I just have someone who is already changed? OMG, when we went to the bookstore at the mall - which I am absolutely addicted too -, I was looking forward to buy a nice book for me to read in vacation time but I just could not CONCENTRATE! He went on and on about himself, and how it would feel if we were together for real and how his was different from the other guys and how he liked me from the first time he saw me.... well. I was schoked, tired and ready to go home when I remembered it was movie time.
Yes, movie time. We went inside the dark room. The movie begun and we found out that we were in the wrong room, and that the movie it would be shown would be "Transformers II". I actually like transformes, I even watched the first one. But the fact B wouldn't keep his hand off me (and that I was mentally forced to be doing the same) was annoying enough for me to get out of that place right before the end of the movie, using as an excuse that "the movie was so damn boring". So I FINALLY got out of that mall and went back home to complanin to my mother about the fact that I haven't found what I was looking for in that guy.
The bottom line is that I do not plan to be seeing B so soon, so I will be away - for him - at least for this month. As for M, I'll keep my "I cannot be tied up to one person right now" speech and see how he handles.
And V? Humn, apart the fact that I am still madly in love with him, even though I haven't seen of talked to him in a couple os months and that everytime I'm with another person I just cannot keep my mind off him? Well, nothing new I guess.
That's it for today.
See you, guys =*
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